Sunday, September 7, 2014

Breathing is the Hardest Thing to Do

Tomorrow is my dad's birthday and I can't even. I can't. I'm having the worst anxiety right now and I'm scared and not really sure why. Nothing bad is going is happen. I'm petrified of bursting into tears at work or something. Please just let me get through tomorrow. Tear free. I should have asked for the day off but I didn't even realize it. I'm not calling out sick bc that's stupid. And a lie. I'm not even sure why I'm blogging this but writing has always been my safe place. 

I just have to get through tomorrow.